[ support you ]

Wednesday

Actually today plan to go Malacca with aun and angelyne. But canceled in the end. So I just stay at home. fatmou. grow mushroom.

Went to stationone where nearby my house with kenix alien and her bf. I was planned to finish my assignment at there. zzZ end up I just forgot bout that. Kept playing and laughing at there.diu.

well. alien's bf- Yellow. Someone broke her car window and stolen her bag. I was stunned when alien phone me. And her car just park right infront of stationone! HELL terrible. Next time yamcha I should prepare a table and just sit beside my car to avoid anyone who try to break my car window *touch wood*.

ps/ apologize might too late. but cheer up. Im here to support you.

[ tipsy ]

Just back from cuicuisui. Had drinks and chill with aun and angelyne there.
Since Friday till now almost everyday in abit-drunk plus tipsy status. Not bad. Im gonna fall in love with this kind of lifestyle.

so end up I do nothing today. watched tv. online. mamee always.

until now dont have chance to taste the steam milk bread zzZ

share a song of the day

Late Night Alumni - Beautiful



Here we are
Finally together
Holding close
Never release this feeling This moment
My dream is now
That I'm with you
'Cause your beautiful
Something in your eyes
Tells me I have found
Love that never dies
I don't have to dream
Reality is beautiful in you...
I've never felt more true
There you are
Finally the answer
Take my hand
Never release
The sweetness
The magic The happiness
I found in you
Cause you're beautiful
Something in your eyes
Tells me I have found
Love that never dies
I don't have to dream
Reality is beautiful in you...
I've never felt more true

[ ugly truth ]

you'll never know how ugly is it.

guess what?

I shocked and speechless.

clap hand for the great show.

Is time to get back up. yea I miss the one I used to be too.

[ green light ]

MONDAY
Im god. sleep at 5++ again.

woke up at 3pm. kenix's call wake me up. which Im not willing to answer the call. Cause I just too sleepy zzZ. But I just pick up the call since I love her so much hell.

so I vemmm to oneu. wongkok. after that doly came also. roughly chitchat since she so 7 busy talk to the phone and laptop. changed laa. HAHA.

went to window shopping like that. hou sien zzZ.We went to cuicuisui had some drinks with alientan. wth. its like hundred years never see her. updated us about her. HAHA. now everyone so in love please. geli betul.

well I think tomorrow gonna spend some time to clean my room and start to do my assignment. yea I think....

ps/ singKsingK

actually wanna edit in black and white. but just so emo.NOT ME. im sunshine please.
cry jek la DIU.

[ doesn't mean anything ]

YO! Holiday start now! Actually not much different. Cause when I having class I was like having holiday at the same time. sooo FREE. well for this semester only I know. cant imagine how's my next semester gonna be.

alright FINALLY I attended the class. HAHA. ok the first time and the last time. The last day for this subject. exam on that day. I score 84% please haha. guess what? everyone is copy answer. somemore I transfer the powerpoint to my phone haha.
After that went to Sayang meetup with kenix and yudan. and aun came too.

so yeah. went poppy on friday's night. now I prefer Friday's poppy. at least still have some space that I can walk through. Suddenly came a indian gay==. he enjoy his dance hell. he kissed Edmond !! he misunderstand I think kept asked me dance with him. and? I just ran away. You're not the one that I wanna hot dance with HAHAHA. abit drunk me and headache like helll. I dance to the highest level again. on "STAGE". haha. the first time I saw a girl who can hold the speaker and dance at there. why? cause she is fucking tall until she can touch the speaker when she stand on the stage.

ps/ so there is something that cannot be public. So I just keep it myself.
ok monkey always said wanna fight or what. bitchy behind us. dont you think is childish that you said you wanna fight in club? what did we do man? whats the point that make you wanna fight huh? tell me. And I dont fight with monkey. I only feed them. soo cuteee.

after ngau yok min. back to yudan's house. the next day 3pm I wokeup. then watched pps while waiting kenix back from her meeting. haha she was like so extreme. club meeting club meeting.
reached home. bath. online. then headed to kenix's house.

yea. poppy again. hell. on the way to poppy I still in hangover status...haha.
well fucking rain again. and I drunk. I dont know why just when everytime I drunk I feel like eat alot haha. and always craving for nasi lemak only. so kenix bring me to mamak.

so today I rest at home never step out. watched tv online eat. holidays start. omg so boringgg. ever since I know how to cook maggie. everyday I eat maggie maggie. hell. call me maggie king please. good news is egg is safe.

fridays

flaminglambo yo.

drunk faster.

kenix's hand. she said she happy with it and fucking enjoyed. HAHA

[ hint ]

no class today. meetingggg. sigh. We was like online at starbucks.

I used to wait people all the time. me and kenix went mamak with another smoke kaki.
meet shurong and yudan at zanmai. shurong just pro in horoscope OMG and everything just exactly the same! fucking challenging please. HAHA. hint me please lilian tan.

If things just keep fading and fading. im so fedup and giving up soon. HELL. a BIG HELL + SIGH.may be I shouldnt challenge the highest level yet.


ps/ scorpius the most gaolat in 12 zodiac. SWT please.

[ get back up ]

old picture. I miss the time that I always snap here and there.

meeting meeting yea. 2bucks settled my lunch. not bad me. alright ' Never say never ' is the song of the day. sigh. I spent my time at popular while waiting kenix. waiting the time pass and I just look at ms.d gone stick by stick. song plus 'fling' is the best man. so we went kimgary for dinner. sigh. we gonna commit suicide if we nonstop kengsamsi. know what? both emo-er cannot sit together. so we just smoke. I trying to find something that I want when I smoking. thats the reason.

since that day. I never sleep before 3. every night hang and wait to see sunrinse. then wakeup in the early morning. everyday repeat and repeat. learn nothing everyday. wanna drunk everyday. 'flirt' alot everyday. I dont know whats wrong. I'll regret one day may be. but not now. everything just let it be. sigh. I forgot bout the family gathering on last Friday. till today I saw the photos that my cousin upload to facebook only remind me of it. sigh sorry..


well my mini laptop something wrong. This subject really cost me alot. HELL

ps/I really dont know what you thinking. gimme some response please.

[ knocked down ]

I just left the class while everyone is having critic section. stationone online and tried to finish my assignment. the same gang again. alright had my haircut just now. I feel like I having the same hairstyle again. zzZ. sien.

different characters. but storyline more or less the same. stop reminding me. I can hide and keep anything that I dont wanna let anyone know. you'll never know how I feel.


my life is getting hellty and helltest and helltier.

[ empty street ]

wonderful morning without monday bluee. cause I got no class on Monday haha.
so fetch karyn to lahlah land for her haircut. well the hairstyle just like the first day I know you OK== ? diu hou yeng that shop. actually wanna went to paparich for brunch but the restaurant just power cut like that without care about I craving for that steam milk bread. wanna see how delicious is it. haha. end up asiacafe.

almsot 5 or 6 only we reached sgwang. so we shop! yea finally got the spect. looking for a nice spect for quite loong time. then yamcha at madamwong. since yesterday night. from ms.s I changed to ms.d. am I too fast on changing a fling? HAHA. im not melas anymore.

after that went back asiacafe yamcha again zzZ. whatever I was like accompany her texting at there. deng. well 2 hours ago only I realized that I got ASSIGNMENT to do!

I suppose to start doing my assignment just now. But I just found something NICE.
Pause the "sexy bitch" and listen this.

Empty Street =)


*vemmmm for assignment hell*

[ the alphabet ]

start from now I wont answer any call while im sleeping....anymore! zzZ
I slept 12 hours I think. sighh. finally. wokeup at 4pm.

ok very happening that we went to oneu,tgi for dinner. kenix her sis angelyne and aun.
sigh who said that tgi having very good service ==. dessert took ours 30mins. pasta took 30mins. alright today is holiday. BUT...whatever zzZ

xianxian and aun kept joke there. ok wasnt so dulan while waiting for the dessert. haha
after that went yamcha with kenix and tamie? yea i think so. haha.

sigh finished one pack again. any free mssalem?



ps/ sometimes it work. haha.



yea I love this. but I was full...
her sis and her

xianxian~
usual pose.
opera aun.

[ yamcha king ]

hey yo!

Thursday after my meeting. went yamcha with karyn. alright I waited her for almost half and hour plusplus. somemore JAM. I dated her at 4++ till 6++ only we reached asiacafe. waiyian is the one who asked me go asiacafe. but I just MET my classmates there HAHA. we talked. we ate. we smoked. for few hours. then stationone + loklok. then usj's nasilemak house. we watched movie there. erm..scary movie. alright bout the flying creatures. tell the truth. on the way I drove back. I was worried "something" fly into my car or bang my car like that. tak mou....
yes we yam till jui gao geng gai. 3 places. and whole pack gone. omg. my lung darker than your hair edi haha.



Friday as usual. I didnt attend the class as I wanna go but my classmates was not going. They just mark my attendence without inform me HAHA. cause they know im not going again. so yudan came and we had fries for DINNER. haha. then stationone for beerr.

hmmm. *sayang*
after that yuenmon came . she kept advice me not to smoke . I was..hmm=P.
somemore angelyne was there and 'kacau-nya' hah sexybitch. stationone happening betul.
after that! MURNI. omg. nasilemak ayam. kenix's cheese naan nice also.
then back yudan's house zzZ.


Saturday
so I wokeup at 1030 reached posh 11sharp! yeah gotta work. since im so free and outdoor shooting at KL Tower. freshh. today's couple zzZ. BIGBIG SIGH. they love their company so much. they even hug the products and took photo. dengg.. speechless. paul freakout HAHA.
I was tired like hell since I never sleep well in these few days. somemore....I didnt bath zzZ. cause was very happening i overnight at yudan's house. I can felt the sticky and oily....
But no matter how tired am I. I still craving for cheese naan. So I dated another smokekaki with me to murni. yet. I had a wonderful saturday night without club. just with cheese naan. HAHA.



Nights=)


ps/dianamo won. give her some time to leave the MELAS. hehe.

lastlast week. my hair still short zzZ
just compare...how long is my hair now..

ignore the lan zen geng. so we "^^v" HAHA.
ahnix ahryn ahson.
yuenmon!


SATURDAY
I will fucking fall down if I move one more step.

paul said : " nehh quattro there! " HAHA sei clubber.



hello. with my sexy lips. HAHA.

[ pokerface ]

after class. watched G-Force with yudan. cause of my class we was late. the actual time is 420.
we went in at 440. and the movie end at 540. hell. the movie was so so. well guinea pig goes WILD! HAHA.

after kenix's class end. window shoppingg. aim alot. well dinner and chill there. sigh so deep love her. busy on phone. im not the worst also I flirt with ms.salem. phew.

gimme something interesting please. so boring zzZ.


ps/ do you get that?

[ crossheart ]

tasty? WAO.

If my assignment is yamcha. I think im gonna score A's.

had lunch with straw. and im statisfied with the fried rice which she felt that is not enough for her. hell. so FULL please.
so sien. I put alot afford on my assignment last night. since something not really goes well in class.

I met a new friend today. he called Sandeep. HAHA. a waiter who work in stationone.no assignment nothing to do. so chill at there again. with the same gang. If my lifestyle keep going like this i gonna die soon. I was like "diu" when everytime light up ms.s.

Im gonna fall in love with timtam.

ps/ somebody call angel. fire burning.

[ shenotmissingher ]

this is before. but didnt take the after wan. comfort me please.

I removed my blog link from facebook. let everything in low profile is much more better. so that I can blog everything that I feel. sigh.

slept at 9am. wokeup at 2. no class. maggie. well broke the egg again. hell. I have muscular hands. ok purposely from damansara went to sunway stationone. online yamcha research at there with kenix and yudan. lifeless please. zzZ

hmm. alright. thanks for the kindergarten way's comfort=). adult's opinion? HAHA. after the jokes and stuff like that angel awake bit. angel is loadinggg. everything goes fine? seem quite tough for me. zzZ. challenging ....

the first time. hell.




Keri Hilson-Knock You Down
it mean something to me.

[ hot dance ]

tough work with the bad-luck-couple yesterday. the fourth time they came. before that everytime they came. the weather is sucks. yesterday kena road block, boat race at the shooting place, rain, jam. hell. btw. I got chance to carried the camera and took few photo =)

posh @#$%. couldnt get my salary AGAIN. but I enjoy work with the photographer. so after work I rush back to bath. I took 30 min to set up from head to toes. then vemm to yudan's house.

poppy. yo finally im in good condition good mood in club haha hell. so 'same-old-place'. stand on the chair again. my hobby. somemore I need fresh air.

well. March was lateeee. somemore someone sucks is wasting my time. if drunk just sit there. stop molest people la please. drunk is not an excuse to molest people OK cutie? =)

alright after that we went murni. nasi paprik was ...cough. everyone is so high with the club hitz HAHA. since we missed alot favorite song in club. after that fetch march back. then we went back. cause 6++am we cant go anywhere else. sien.

wonderful morning.i mean evening.haha. went to shop had my first meal. sat at there and msn for the few hours. before back home went to 711 bought my fling home. i was like catch cold when i stop flirting. sigh.

tomorrow no class. one more day to rest and chill.


ps/ so bitchy.



I just carried 'her'.
not cute at all
believe that. made by nsonsiau. helll...
before that.

gangster betul

ladygagaxpokerface
pose like girl in club.
staring someone sucks in this pic.
hey guys nice to meet you!
kenix: "she fat edi?" nson: " a littleeee bit la "
usual pose from me.

hate the glass reflection!

spect gang. march you need one too HAHA.
yoyo someone is drunk!

[ alcoholic ]

had lunch with kenix at mcd. finally not station one again. haha hell. im so concentrate in class today. haha. alright. friday whats again? Im so semangat wanna go for the class that I skipped for a month. BUT end up me and kenix plus yudan just went to topman shopping. HAHA.

hang here and there. then went to stationone had some drinks. flirtingg. music. beat. relaxxx.
alright after kenix back. met karyn there. chat awhile then I gotta back home edi. but too bad cant reach by 12 to call=(. the guy who sing at stationone really nice. especially he sing khalil's song. *clap till hand bleeding*


happy birthday sexy bitch.

[ hell ]

a GOOD morning today=). went to MEETING at STARBUCKS again. I dont like to have breakfast at there please. yee came to me to borrow camera. guess what? Im the model zzZ. whatever since the assignment not looking for fucking pretty or fucking handsome face.

after that lepak at pyramid with her. yamcha. after that with kenix find my smokekaki.
alright was waiting aun and angelyne for looooog time. so hard to get yamcha with them. dinner with kenix first. so till I wanna back only he call me. so I went back to the same place.

I was like meetup with alot people today. im pyramid mali.

I feel like saying something. but it was like a hottopic? so sensitive. since something happened like that. I dont want ddy again.yea Im in i-dont-fucking-give-a-damn mood. I felt sien when things goes complicated. dont drag me in. things will clear in the end. we'll see.

oh and yeah something fresh please come to me. I dont mind if it is FRESHER =).

someone asked me to listen Beyonce-listen. yea is meaningful.

[ the she-male? ]

alright. cost me 150bucks actually. after I posted the blog. the guy called. need to pay 50bucks more to unlock and upgrage it. hell. whatever as long as my phone is back. but everything is gonee. sighh. seriously heartache. I dont think is a good thing when everything go clean and CLEAR like this.

after meeting I dont even have time to eat. gastric. flirt till full. after class went to pyramid find smokerlee smoke. stationone with yudan and kenix. assignmentsss. from 5 till 11++. after that loklok somemore. feel like saturday. haha.

neslo so popular. she is more attractive than me =(. sexy cause of her fluffy? haha.

ps/ I dont believe when there is only one person talk about. But now I started believe that when everyone is talk about. everything is just matched like now. Im not the one who can tell you eveything. What I can do is just watching you stepping into a trap. hmm. speechless.

almost 1am now and im feeling sleepy. not badd nsonsiau. slowly going back to normal life.
Nightss. =)

[ ouchhh ]

currently at starbucks now. having meeting with my groupmates. hell. cause of my itchy hand. I lost 100bucks in the early morning.
yesterday night was so boring. so I tried to updated my iphone to 3.1 version. helllll. iphone 2g supposingly only can upgrade to 3.0 version only. I just TOTALLY dont know about it. I JUST FUCKING CLICK IT ! LOCKED !!! so I tried very hard to google google google till 6am++. ok. my iphone just sleep like a sleeping beauty. dont diu me at all.

went to mobile shop to unlocked it. 100bucks gone. 100 bucks fly happily. have to reset the whole phone. contact, photo, messages everything MOU JOR. *sam tongg*

regret......diu


comfort me baby.

[ start from the first alphabet ]

so everyday wokeup by call and message. agrrrr. my bro texted me in the early morning.So I wokeup went to sunway lunch with her.
where else? stationone again lo ours second home. yea the only place we can smoke till so comfortable. so RANDOM. kenix ajak me go shopping.wth. I dont even need 5 min to think about it. I just said 'YES!'. but end up cause of her meeting my dinner so we canceled.

I just tried my very best in class to have some time flirt with s. So I did. After that went back dinner with my mum and dad =). F.Kitchen off today. So happy ate alot with them. reached home ate durian and some fruit with special price again. So I ate MORE again. HAHA.

alright. since 9pm till now. I wanna start my assignment. but the tablet just kacau me. keep uninstall and reinstall. hell. whats wrong with you? 6 sketches to do.

I passed the "chabuduo" . but ahshuen just going through the "chabuduo" . hell. tell me what's the next? the case we faced more or less are the same. diu.


ps/ girls with spect =P


sketch in class.

the first time I draw girl with full body. clap hand please.
sorry for the out of focus. im not using 3gs == diu.

[ wanna see how you lost control ]

sigh. cant sleep well again. Its like every 3 hours I wokeup then sleep back. wtf with me?

went s.wang with kenix and bebe today. had brunch at bbq plaza. after that treat bebe and her friend with a normal icecream with special price ==. I rather treat you two baskinrobbins or haagen daz. whatever as long as both of you satisfied with it. HAHA. someone said about gelato so I google it. "Unlike many types of ice cream, gelato often does not contain eggs." hmm?

went to pavilion shooop! after that went to jalanalor makan. since bebe craving for fuk gin min so kenix bring her to there. bebe is leaving today. byebye. no worries I will help you take care of her =). after that dont know what the fuck with me. remind me something. salem comfort me. sigh I cannot stay with kenix if not both of us gonna commit suicide HAHAHA. no worries just a joke. ok * tumbuk shoulder* my dear bro.

recently my life was like so decadent. just feel like wanna drunk everyday. smoke. hang late. volume up the music while driving and open car window. sometime very lala I know==. But I just enjoy the beat and flirting with ms.S please. hell. sooo relax.
btw I have to followup on my assignment. stop being a useless person. cause I wanna drive sport car in the future please. HAHHAHAHA.

reached home so fucking early today. so siennn. whatever. assignment jek la.

[ took my heart to the limit ]

airport
ktm
garden

I went to my airport to wash and polish my aeroplane. HAHA. And drive to my garden to feed my fishes and water flower. after that went to ktm to fix the train to IPOH. haha helll. So this is what I did today.

zzzZ

alright this is what I dreamt always. actually went to posh today. I AM SO LUCKY that today is cloudy day. I didnt get sunburn wow. went for 3 places for outdoor shooting WITHOUT sun. HAHA. the outcome for the photo fucking nice.

around 7 went to oneU had sakae with kenix and bebe. my very first meal again. so geng that I never faint while outdoor shooting. back to kenix's house. tortured. bebe dont let me smoke in MY CAR. kenix gayau la you HAHA. we watched youtube HAHAHA. actually wanna have DRINKSss again. but I am SOO full. zzZ so end up dongguacha gaodim me.

gonna have something different with my job soon! =)

alright back to normal.

Im just a visitor.zzZ
the funniest photographer HAHA

ps/ gonna be the worst .

[ ache ]

I didnt do my assignment. I was plan to reach sunway earlier so that I can borrow chit's tablet and finish the drawing. Ok he did bring the tablet BUT he didnt bring the laptop==. I just swt and blank. ok dont diu. we just went to station one had ours lunch. HELL. STATION ONE again. im station one fans mamak fans murni fans.

after that the four hours in class was like BORING like hell. luckily I can on facebook and ebuddy in the class. actually I really WANNA go for the subject which I never attend for 3 weeks. * anyway I dont even remember whats the subject name is *
OK. the fourth time I didnt attend again. HAHA. btw thanks micco who help me to mark the attendence.

So I went to kimgary meetup with kenix and bebe there. we planned hundred plan. the mood was like so extreme. hell. anyway I did something bravo. HAH. a plate with ice and RESIDUE and alot onion. anyone try cold waterly onion with curry sauce and cheese in liquid form before? I dare her. If I finish the onion she pay 50bucks for me.HAHA. Kenix warn both of us. cause I dare to eat and bebe really dare to pay.
She just put the 50bucks on the table. So I just kept it and I finished it. HAHAHAA. actually is fucking geli when I swallow it==.

we went back around 8pm. after the plan was seriously and fucking CANCELED. so aroudn 11++ we went to sunway's stationone AGAIN. for beer. meetup yudan at there. and karyn was there too. HAHA. so finally she and bebe can have siham together. went to loklok. karyn had 3 sticks siham. not bad eat more edi ar HAHA. after that winnie came. meetup with kitto and suchyn there. HAHA. at last kitto forced to drink haha. not badd.

after that all of us wentt to MURNI! yo mine favorite. nasi lemak ayam please share with winnie who wanna on diet haha. around 330am went back to yudan's house. hell everyone wanna go genting so BADLY hahah. everyone in genting mood. happening lo haha. but at last we didnt get to there. cause everyone's car got prob. zzzZ turned off. so we just sleep jek la.

so today went to face2face for lunch. then went back.zzZ


Happy Mooncake Festival!=)


ps/ oi tag me la diu.


yo winnie and N

you're in red colour please.
speed like helll.
we even stopped on the highway and took photo.



this is what I kena tagged this morning ==


a song to share =)

[ be the best and be the worst ]

what a wonderful 'morning' someone woke me up. hell. force me to chat with her. being a image consultant AGAIN?! haha. alright. I cant sleep back anymore. and fucking hungry. somemore lazy to go out for brunch. so I COOK! haha. maggie of course. finally can cook edi. sudah ada GAS. thankgod. but the maggie was...cough. somemore I broke the egg==. I think I having hunk's hands. The way I take it its like holding a piece of glass. but it just BROKE. I cannot handle even an egg.helll. maggie became lo min....

Ok.FINE. after that went to thecurve with kenix and bebe. and we went to ikea had dinner. I had a piece of cake. DELICIOUS please. and they ate ALOT. wao.
after that went to cuicuisui beerbeer. oh I had french fries again. remind me of MCD.
I was like thousand months never step into mcd... so after that panda and her friend join in. its a good thing cause we cannot finish the beer HAHAHA.

oh ya. seriously now only I remember I still have alot assignment to do. sighhhhh.
hello october.hello friday. bye the worst september. I wokeup cause september is end. HAHA
'wake me up when september ends~' green day





yo rocker pose again.
they ate ALOT.
one of the siham mui. haha helll.
DRINKS!

ok wanna post this long time edi. My artwork was display at mainblock there! YEAH!


Realize-Colbie Caillat
pause the greenlight.play this.

[ just hide gonna be okay ]

tomorrow no class! thankgod. Can I like rest at home for one day? sleep whole day? please...

yesterday I zz at 6am. not feeling sleepy. so I updated many games to my phone. but till now it not really entertain me. hmm..early in the morning went for group discussion at STATION ONE AGAIN. then in class I draw I sketch I facebook I listen song. FINALLY class end. went to STATION ONE meet up with yudan kenix and..... ms.siham ==. had french fries there then online online.... after that went to BBQ yo! my friend's house at suria mas. remind me something HAHA. almost whole of ours classmates is there. now even I bathed. I still can smell the chicken wings.... not bad ate alot there. chicken wings prawn sotong FISH?! hotdog fishball chickenball ladyfinger ramli burger HAHA ...........buffet lo please

alright after that went yamcha with kitto at oldtown. so... its like all about cigg's brand? helll HAHA. please dont misunderstand me.

ok finally I feel sleepy and tired now. tomorrow morning please RAIN! I wanna sleep TIGHT.
nights zzZ

the first touch with a cat. ku suka kuching.