[ im not decadent at all ]

I dont know why until now I still cannot sleep well. not because of anything. Just very dulan that I'll wokeup at 1043am AUTOMATICLY. zzzZ.

So once kenix's morning call. I spent 20 mins gaodim myself then zooom to sunway. so called 'lunch' with her. then went to meeting with my group members.
ok my presentation was....hmmm. I just kept looking at my watch. wondering what time I can leave. after that meet up with kenix karynlee and karynlai. we went to smoke together. so is it so called FINALLY that we can smoke together? sorry for let you guys waiting long time lo...DIU.

meet up with angelyne aun waiyian. we all went to kimgary yamcha. ok everyone kena shoot HAHA. wthhh. laugh gaogao at kimgary. around 8 went to station one with kenix meet up yudan at there. hell haha yamcha again. station one was like hmmmm lo. haha. after that waiyian came along too. yudan's friend Jason. the way he talked seriously gaolat HAHA. laugh till I faint please.
almost 1am we all went back. wow! I hang at sunway for almost 12 hours.

ok wanna start to do my research.
wanna focus on my assignment MORE edi! since the first week till now. I never concern on my assignment. gimme a "semangat" inject please. I left 4 weeks.

everyday one pack. die soon. deng.

OK wanna share a song here. not being emo or what please. im fucking fine ok. HAHA.

[ no competition, no others ]

Ok finally I went down and bring my fling back to my room. phew~ im alive again.

so I cant make the two meeting today. I just went to one of the subject which I never attend since the first week till now. geng. I skipped the class for three times. So I totally dont know what is the subject about. not bad lo me. After the meeting I went to had my brunch alone.

After that went to shop with karyn. ok I was SO speechless == . Im not mr.ddy. Just let the secondhand smoke tell stories =). Many story to tell cause I cant count how many stick did I smoke today.

I have presentation tomorrow. I didnt prepare anything. so can I smoke in class and let the secondhand smoke present it? zzZ

ps// when you club just dance like ' room service '. HAHA

[ DIAMONDS!! ]

PLEASE PAUSE THE 'LOVE IS GONE' AND PLAY THIS
excuse me! I love this song just like how much I love money! FINALLY kenix's sis found this song. She even email to fly fm and asked for the song's name HAHA. So yong sam liong fu.

I was late today. nope is WE. haha. me and kenix were overslept. Standing at there so sleepy again its like when the moment I woke up I felt sleepy. Everyone said that I always look ngongngong and dreaming there. Even the boss said so. HAHA. YES I was! but the second and the third day I was so active lo please. may be cause of I flirting with ms.salem. oh damn Im so in love again.

So today ALOT people again! Till the flyer finished. From flyer we changed to giving name card. So I hold the name card add on the way I wear today. Kenix said that I just look like gigolo! OMG can I?? HAHA. I felt myself so geli. its like you have to keep smiling to every passerby and say hello. So boring and boring me and kenix decided to start a game. which is who ever can serve a customer till they willing to sit down then gain 2 marks. We challenge the high level we tried to serve the customer who look unfriendly. but we end the game like just-forget-about-it-jek-la. HAHA.

We tried our very best to 'say wong' also. hmm not bad 'say' jor almost 1 hour plus I think. OMG I should tell this. HAHA. I knew a friend who work in the fair. I just laugh like hell when she did something infront me. When the time she going to smoke. She will always act nothing then slowly put the lighter and cigg IN HER BRA. Her hobby its like collect things and put into her bra. wth. even flyer and namecard 'live' in her bra also. I just so speechless and swt when that time she do that HAHA.

Finally I got the salary! WTF. So thinking whether wanna join California not. Since I so free this semester. I just went out 'say' again and straight to california ask for the membership. After finished work, we went to spicy had maggie goreng. Im mamak fans please. Finally I can 'flirt'. not baddd yo.

So I have 2 meeting tomorrow and some plan might go in very happening way. Actually I plan to sleep till another day's sunrinse. Since this few days my mood its like from wtf to omg. never sleep well. helll.


loooooong post
blog without picture so sienn ...zzZ nights

[ spin me around ]

hey yo. Saturday fever. but Im working. alright still the same. hou sien hou sien very boring hen men. I was standing at there and holding flyer. For sure wedding photo is for couple. I just simply give anyone who passing by. Suddenly ' eh nenek ?!' Diu kenix laughter ==. Aunty showing her expression was like ' I dont need it fuck you '.

So today I kena kacau. A lame security guard. Kept asking me whether Im boy or girl.
FOR THREE TIMES! when I went to smoke he asked again! I told him im boy. then he said ' jaga sikit you macam perempuan'. So I just show him the WTF face. If tomorrow kacau lagi just diu chao jek la.

alright. havent get my august's salary! I love posh so much. finally after work we went to murni. had pizza dinosaur. hehe. actually dated the miss malaysia. but kena ffk. you changed la. gonna make appointment with you soon. haha.
hmm.I miss the smell actually. hehe.



wild~ I mean 'wao~'. her tattoo is fucking COOL.

" there once was a little girl who never knew love until a boy broke her HEART. "

[ blog the feeling ]

so blog about my TRULY feeling.

my feeling is...I was fucking tired today. HAHA. Went to work at midvalley. Wedding fair.
with? kenix her sis karyn alien. happy family lo deng. Everyone was chitchat at there. sleepy zzZ. I think since last semester I never wake up at 7am. But I was like always sleep at 7am.

so now I do believe that sometimes smoke did help when people being emo. its WORK!
cant believe that I was typing the word EMO in my blog. everyone know how much I hate EMO. I anti emo please. oh shit im a smoker now.

oh and yeah I dont know whats wrong with Posh wedding. sohai betul. hmm. So after that we went asiacafe for dinner. clap hands for karyn she ate ALOTs today. not bad.

so tomorrow gonna work again. I can imagine how tired edi. I will try my best to 'say wong' !

selamat malam for every part of my body. its time to rest. Im done.

[ name this mood please ]

so now my feeling its like fine but not really fine BUT IM FINE. get it? hmm. ok.

Today my mood was like fucking extreme. headache like hell==. Hmm. So we talked today.
everything is clean and clear. abit swt cause we was like shopping? and talking something which its like so 'serious'. Watched Tsunami somemore sighh. Finally we sat down and talked. The conclusion is not what I expected. But at least feeling better. I cant do anything. hmm so I just let things goes naturally.

So who wanna be the kaka-caucau character just fucking back off jek la. I just so speechless and du9lan. cause of you. you mess something that I couldnt handle. This is about us. Not you me and her ok? hmm sighh.


And this is not what so called hot topic. Just stop judging and guessing or spreading any things which is not true. fuck u all. thats why is not good to blog bout your own feeling.

hou lan DIU.

[ miss your smile ]

Class end early. chit acc me went to bangsar. He is the one that I really can talk to. He let me do whatever I wanna do.
Thanks my lovely bird. I will fucking treat you TGI ! Thanks alot =)

Its like almost 1 week we never meet up. I miss you so so much. Actually I dont even dare to step in pyramid. Pyramid was like remind me alot. Happy to see you. Saw you laughing there when you trying the heels. charles and keith nicer la =). So we went kimgary yamcha. After that fetch you back. Hmm... hope you like it=).


stop spamming.

[ until I met you ]

I didnt sleep well this few days. I felt tired. I cant control what I thinking. Laugh and cry at the same time. I told everyone not to comfort anymore. I know im hopeless. I told everyone im fine. Yea im not all the time. But just let me be. you guys are just wasting your time if you try to advice me. You know that I dont blog bout my real feeling. cause I dont like to show how week am I like now. I thought I will never do such stupid things until I met you. I did everything that I will never do before. I know you not going to read my blog cause you told me once you brokeup with a person you will not going to view anything that related to her. I wanna be like you too so that I dont need to be so suffering. what you doing now? someone is missing you badly.

everything in my room still remain the same since that day you left.

[ The sweet 25 days ]

Woke up and thats what I saw in the early morning. Pain. Cant cry anymore.

My eyes was swollen. No more tears. Its more pain that when you are sad and pain and you cant vent it out. Thanks for that person who mess my life. How good if you never work there. And we still together happily. If this is a lesson. I learnt alot. I learnt not to be so serious, not to trust. Learnt to be cruel. I understand again. If someone choose to being a sohai you will never wake he or her up.

SOS

I need you badly.

[ never say never ]

A morning call from kenix. Went out again. Im not going to stay alone in my room.
Went Midvalley. Thai food for brunch. Dessert for ours 'high tea'. Free drinks somemore. Waitress served to ours table. So we just quiet. So me and kenix had the free peach soda after that we ran away HAHA. Not bad. We hang and hang. Then went to Bangsar shopping.

After that went to Famous Kitchen for dinner. Then cuicuisui for alcohol. Total we stopped by 4 places. I was shocked. I dont know that beer will make me drunk. So I was drunk. But I still sober. Still can fetch kenix back home.

And awake till now. Today supposingly I have to be enjoying but im not.
I know you guys tried to comfort but I think you guys gonna give up.I appreciate it. Quite annoying if I were the one who comfort people. I understand. So you guys just let me be. Since I choose to be a sohai.

serious I did everything that I'll never do before.






This is what I addicted





being lala
the brown colour bag is nice.


Kenix I know.I appreciate it. But im sohai.

[Have to and must]

This is not what I want. something wrong with the pinyin software.

So I went club yesterday. Before I went club I was at msball's house.
The best place when anyone of our gang is sad or hurted. She talked and comfort me. Thanks =). Cause of my parents. That moment its like worst plus worst. So I just pack my stuff and went to her house.

After that had my first meal with her. Almost 2 days I never eat and drink.
Reached Yudan's house. Then wait her friend make up. yamcha at Station one.
Reached poppy.Panda's birthday party. Bottom up for 2 cups. 3 second chivas gaogao. drink and drink and drink.
KO. I slept at the sofa. I cried there. help. I cried in the public somemore in club.
please punch sei me. Im not fine by the way thanks for everyone *tumbuk shoulder*

3am I woke up. Someone fight in the club. Then ngao gay.
Slept at yudan's house. Im drunk. They all out for yamcha and I slept at her house.
So 2 half boil eggs for my breakfast. Then back home. I thought I was fine.

So scare when Im home alone its like have to face the truth again.
yamcha with Straw. hmm thanks.

Actually I scare of face the empty room. So fast. Still remember that last week we went to pasarmalam.
Serious, thanks everyone. Luckily I still have alot of friends.

The next club I will be in fucking high mood!
Im not fine now but soon will be fucking fine. gimme some time.



Kenix said so hard to take photo with me cause I drunk for the whole night.
they even took my picture when im sleeping. thank you so much...

this is what I miss.
yea im in your heart. like this "
what happen with this? we still alive NGSUCHYN

the first

love my hair
before that everything is fine. laugh and play there.


doris long time no see.


3 second. make me sleep gaogao.

Today
blur till so lengzai.

[cruel]

Hurted.My very first time I cried like hell.
I really hope that you never stay at my house before.
Every little things in my room remind me of you.
I wake you up. I sat at dinning room listen you packing your stuff in my room.
I helped you to carry your stuff. And left my house. Fetch you to work.
So hurt. I was like helping you to leave my house and letting you go away.
Which Im not willing to do so.
The closet is empty. No more junk food in my room. You left your smell in my room.

I reached home.
I read what you wrote on the paper. I cried.
I really dont know how to stop crying when someone that I love is leaving me. teach me.

I don't know that it will happen while we are so sweet and Im still enjoying the time i be with you. Am I too serious?

I was being a fool a sohai a stupid.
I never betray you and I love you so much.
end up this is what I got.

This is the first time that I say 'I love you' to a girl at here.
but is useless now.

I need a medicine that can cure my painess and sadness.
you hurt me badly baby.

[La Bamba La Bamba]

昨天早上整個就很好睡
所以我們都拖到很遲起身
再吃很不健康的早午餐

然後大概7點
肯尼來載我們去maluri pasarmalam
karyn's hobby

吃了很多很多很飽很飽
然後再很happening去肯尼家喝酒
她醉了再醉
我也不敢喝太多since 警察到處都是
那天才請了他們30塊還saman
去了roticanai一下才甘願回家

而今天也很遲起身
和昨天幾乎一樣
我們又去ss2 pasarmalam
這次真的很多東西吃!

只是今天沒有blacklabel
很早回 難得

ok
明天正式上課...zzZ

[mamakmamakmamak]

星期五沒上到9點的課
中途走人
然後在等待時間過
和aun去murni yamcha

後來把karyn騙去quattro
mamak at quattro haha
但後來我們沒進到
就回家
然後再給爸老點我

昨天去FK吃
本來以為kengsou deng
再去the curve看Ugly Truth
with aun and angelyne
不錯不錯有笑點
尤其是abby跳舞那part hehehe

過後去Rasta yamcha shisha
然後就很早到家了
因為給人老點

今天是星期日了
relaxxx........

Happy Birthday ALIENTANJIEMIN!



lelong

[同在一起]

很餓很餓
等人摸好

話說星期三是karynlai的生日
我搞不清楚是retake的subject
還誤會曾這科目怎麼那麼曾經相識
so holiday mood

把karynlee從pudu載回來
趕來趕去
就殺去skybar
應該有surprise到吧 哈哈
夜景不賴
那兩條水說很悶要去murni 媽的
浪漫點好不好 cough
我想過後大概karynlai也真的不知道cake吧
就吹吹蠟燭唱唱歌

然後就去jalan alor吃東西
再回家去

而昨天
就去midvalley看final destination 4 3D
也就還好沒有想像中的很胃很胃
再殺去pyramid和肯尼dinner
再殺去murni和傢伙們yamcha
還換兩場

然後再累死到凌晨睡去 zzZ

而等下
我應該會死掉到晚上9點課

please send me the photo that we took at skybar
hehe

night view. balia megapixel..

180cm wao~

[once again]

是AD0812的小gather
其實是為明天的開課預熱
大伙們就約去pyramid BBQ Plaza

腫腫和老女人整個瘦去
夠力
我做到像狗醬沒有瘦過zzZ
然後也假假和鳥慶祝遲來的生日

過後就去Midvalley
逛逛...

中間約了kitto yamcha去
gossip manyak
陪了她選了很久的birthday card
然後再發現很得意的小東西
只是很七貴
不明白那幾根鐵貴在哪裡
可是很creative
她就入手了一個 ==

然後再載大伙回家去
就這樣
bye bye my holidays~



Happy august26th Birthday.

cool.

[I know this much is true]

好的
完全還在驚訝當中
感覺自己被陷害了去 媽的
totally what the fuck

ok
一起身開著sexy bitch
突然聽到有人在很柔很柔地叫
嚇到 家裡應該是沒人的
結果原來是媽 病了..
沒去店
問一大早怎麼那麼有精力歌開那麼大聲
哈哈

然後就基本上是要去店幫忙
結果等肯尼來店
就順著和她一起去sgwang了
yea so random!

和肯尼meet bebelee和她朋友
本來一心想買那眼鏡
很好沒了 要買的東西沒完了
過後去pavilion晃
吃 翡翠小廚
只因為那人想吃
結果就和famous kitchen很像
好熟悉==

逛了下再去wongkok
然後肯尼送了bebelee回
我們也歸了zzZ

雖然大概不是醬
但必須大概是這樣
好難說哦

red carrot wtf HAHA

[yours and mine]

So

昨天工一完
沖回家沖涼
再和肯尼一起殺去poppy
是waiyian的birthday party

切切蛋糕
waiyian被"隊"酒
一個tequila shot
就掛柴了
哈哈

結果也不懂怎樣
high了我跳到桌子上
好失儀態 頂!

然後再下雨
炸到 終於一直說的東西中了
真的下雨 媽的
我感覺站在水災災區
鞋子褲子濕到到

結果bebe lee和kenix
玩起丟冰潑水再丟酒丟coke
媽的
整個gang瘋了

過後我就睡在肯尼車後面了zzZ
然後再和她們去mamak
吃我的set b

吃到很dulan的set b
WTF

其中好笑的是
回的途中
肯尼駕駕駕
突然bang到空中的東西
我以為是小鳥
結果是蝙蝠 deng



星期日就醬睡掉了


dinner time!
thats all.



yo birthday girl.

I dance on the table! taller than angelyne!

suchyn...everyone is missing your armpit dance.



yea like my concert



hot duck...wtf. He thought that he is Rain. Dance in the rain.

currently wallpaper?

[wow mean ku tak mabuk]


SUNDAY

Set A

[翻個白眼]

Im back
still alive

沒有試過那麼久沒有blog
因為假期在為米折腰
很忙

day one
遇到想吐血的customer
她就是不笑
我真的想哭了
浪費我時間

結果本來day shooting
變night shooting 媽的

新郎覺得很對不起我們
所以請了我們去吃泰國餐
真的 很好吃

算有平撫我和攝影師的心情
過後本來是要趕去poney做的
結果人家店都關了
載karyn去mamak下

day two
和karyn去midvalley看UP
很深奧 不夠好笑
然後再殺去pyramid

day three
famous kitchen off
和老母去mid valley
真開心

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後來我就放棄回想了照片就醬

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